I have concluded that Harry doesn’t like me in that way and that he is just being nice to me. I mean, if he thinks Liam and are crushing on each other – even though were not – why would he want to mess that up?
Maybe just in case I should be careful around him, not give him the wrong idea that I’m interested in him or any of the other boys, not that Louis would let me even if I wanted to. That guy seriously is protective but I don’t blame him, but I wish he would give me a chance.
The boys stuffed their faces with the sandwiches I made them while I ate one off to the side while the boys watched Step Brothers, just eating and laughing their heads off.
I was pretty much lost in my own thoughts and I could feel Liam look at me every once in a while but I didn’t meet up his gaze.
“Well I think I’m gonna head home now Li,” Zayn yawned and stretched as the movie was now over. “Perrie should be getting there soon.”
“Yeah I’m tired, thanks for letting us stay Payno,” Niall smiles at him.
“Yeah I had fun,” Liam replies. Everyone stands up, including me.
“Mia suggested that maybe we could come over this weekend go swimming!” Harry says excitingly to him.
“Oh really?” Liam looks at me questioningly and I just shrug and nod.
“That sounds great!” Niall jumps in.
“I’m up for it,” Louis agrees.
“Yeah just let us know,” Zayn says.
They all give hugs to Liam and when it’s my turn I get a side hug from Liam, a big hug from Niall and a thank you for the food, a long hug from Harry and a kiss on the cheek earning a glare from Liam, and Louis just pats my shoulder.
When they’re gone, I let out a long sigh and go up to my room before Liam can tell my anything. I’m not really in the mood to talk for some reason, I’m just tired.
It wasn’t a few minutes later of laying down on my bed with my eyes closed when I felt the mattress of the bed sink down.
“Tired?” Liam asks.
“Yup,” I nod.
“Look, I just want to say I’m sorry for the way Lou was acting and I’m sorry you felt a little out of place I guess,” he tells me.
“It’s fine, can we talk about this tomorrow?” I try to push away the subject.
“What’s wrong?” He suddenly asks.
“Nothing, I’m just sleepy,” I reply with my eyes still closed.
“No that’s not it.”
“And why do you want the guys to come over this weekend to go swimming?”
“Harry said he wanted to hang out and…” he doesn’t let me continue.
“So now you want to hang out with Harry?” You could hear his voice becoming upset, I didn’t like it.
“In a friendly way, yes, is that wrong?”
“No but he might go after you,” he grumbles and I chuckle tiredly.
“Why would he do that?”
Suddenly I feel him on top of me just like earlier today. I open my eyes and my grey ones look into his brown ones.
“Because you’re beautiful, sweet, kind, funny and did I mention beautiful?” He grins and I blush deeply and look away, I can’t seem to get used to getting compliments like these from him. “Look at me please,” his face comes down to mine and I look at him. “Much better,” he smiles sweetly and with that he takes my face in his hands and presses his lips to mine. This kiss started out passionate but then it turned into a hungry one.
I suddenly felt wide awake and not as tired anymore when his hands roamed to my sides and massaged it. I had my arms around his neck and hugged him closer to me, I felt little compared to him.
I pull away from the kiss needing air to breathe but he continued to use his lips to attack my jaw and neck.
“This is me owing you back,” he mumbles on my neck.
“Now?” I ask breathlessly and expecting to get a reply back, I didn’t. His hands went up to my stomach and to my breast as he continued to massage every part of my body making me moan.
My arms unwrapped himself from around his neck and my hands took hold of his face this time and I pulled him away from my neck and kissed him desperately. He could sense also the urge that I had for him, wanting him closer and wanting him physically.
We kissed for a while until we were out of breath again and he pulled away completely but only to pull off my sweater and sports bra. He sucked on my breasts and kiss down my belly then pulling off my underwear and shorts. I was wondering what he was doing because he was still fully clothed and I was already naked. He ordered me to scoot up more toward the headboard of my bed and so I did. He remained at the end of the bed until he laid down flat on his stomach.
“What are you doing?” A hint of nervousness in my voice as I watched him grab my legs and spread them apart, his face dangerously close to my sex.
“Remember I told you we would try something different sometime…”
“L-liam I’m not r-ready for this!” I shake my head.
“Don’t worry, I’m only going do this for you first, you can pay me back some other time,” he grins.
I gulp and blink furiously a few times, was this really going to happen? I wasn’t ready for oral sex and I don’t think I can do this. It seems wrong but I have heard it feels good but I’m not sure what to expect.
Before I can protest one more time I strange kind of feeling runs through my body. I wonder what is happening but then stare at Liam in shock to see his mouth at my core, his tongue teasing me making me shiver. I close my eyes and grip the sheets of my bed as he continues to do this. OK maybe it isn’t too bad but still it feels weird yet so good.
“You like don’t you baby?”
“Mm, no, I mean, yes?” I barely able to say anything, the pleasure of this makes my mind run wild. His tongues works faster as my body start to shake. Then out of nowhere I feel something plunge in me. I open my eyes and see that two his fingers are in me. He’s still using his mouth and moves his fingers in me at the same time. I can’t believe something as strange as this feels amazing. I begin moaning louder and my back arches up, my body begins to shake.
“L-liam, I-I’m going to…” but he stops immediately and takes his fingers out of me as I breathe out intensely. Just when my body relaxes, I feel something bigger slip into me, I gasp and moan.
“I hope this is making up for everything,” he whispers and thrusts. His name slips out of my mouth it comes out sexual. “You feel so good Mia,” he mumbles as he gives me a passionate kiss. My legs wrap around his waist, getting the feeling of him going deeper.
Sometimes I feel like my heart is telling me that this isn’t just sex, like it’s something more. But I can’t think like that, of course it’s just sex, we don’t have feels for each other, we never can.
Liam picks up the pace going faster and my hands grip the shirt he still has on. His forehead forms sweat and so does mine. Just when I come up to my high, Liam gives me a few more long slow deep thrusts and I feel him explode around me.
“Thank you,” I chuckle out of breath.
“You’re welcome,” he smiles down at me and kisses my nose before slipping out of me and gets up from the bed. “I’m going take a shower and then go to bed, good night,” and with that said he walks out of my room leaves me alone.
No cuddle then? I frown and shrug it off. I guess we can’t be too attached even though I enjoy having him by my side when I wake up.
I get up from the bed and put back on my sleeping wear and decide to just take a shower in the morning. I slip back into bed and let sleep take over me.
When I wake up in the morning, I look at the clock on the nightstand and see it’s almost 10 o’clock.I get out of bed and take my shower. I change quickly and see if Liam is in his room but I don’t see him.
Once I’m downstairs in the kitchen I don’t see him either but I do see a note on the counter.
Found out a cousin of mine is in London for the day so I’m taking her around for some sightseeing. Will be back later tonight so don’t wait up. I left you some money so you can go out and enjoy your day, its lovely outside. Don’t forget to take your the spare house key if you do go out.
Please call me if you need me, be careful, I’ll see you later.
Looks like I’m going out then and he’s right because at there was cash on the on the counter, I didn’t even see it. I thought of about not using his money but I am craving some Starbucks. I go back upstairs and grab my purse, making sure I have the money, the spare house key Liam gave me and my phone.
I walk down the street until it gets busy all around. About fifteen minutes in town, I spot Starbucks. I go inside and see it’s only a little busy. I wait in line and order me a Caramel Frappuccino and Banana Walnut Bread.
I go off to the side and wait for my order to be called.
“Well, well, well… Look at who it is,” I hear his voice. I know it’s him. It hasn’t been too long since I last heard it.
My body freezes and my heart races out of my chest. I feel him come closer to me until he’s on my right side.
“You thought you could stay away from me forever?” He growls in my ear and grabs my arm roughly making me whimper.
I can hear my name being called but I don’t dare move from my spot, not that I can anyways since he has a good grip on me.
“Mm, don’t you look hot today? Then again, you always do.” He hisses and looks down my body. This feels like the old times when he would do this. I would feel helpless while he did as he wished to me. I thought I would never have deal with him ever again.
I was wrong. Now I’m scared.
My brain can’t process that he is really here right now, what is he doing in here in London?
I wish now that I never left the house. I should of stayed home, that’s where I’m safer.
I want Liam more than anything right now.
I need him here with me.
To protect me.